| Add my new journal... |
[03 Jan 2007|01:40am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 awake |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
30 seconds to mars- the kill |
] |
Hey everybody...
Happy New Year.
I have decided to make a new journal, I miss writing in my journal and I am getting a new camera soon so I can hopefully make some more fun and creative entries. The last year or so this journal has been for only venting, so I think its time for a fresh start!
Please add my new LJ to your friends ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) perfectxxlie ♥♥
|
|
|
[01 Nov 2006|12:15am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 somewhere in between |
] |
Okay so my last entry...
I vented to Eric..and he pointed out good things...
So I have no money.... because it is going towards a house!..I should be saying "How awesome I've been saving money for my house!!!" but since its not in close enough reach yet I feel like it is just money that is vanishing for no reason..you know.. but it definitley is not. The things I am saving for, are really awesome great things for me look foward to. BIG THINGS! But it does suck when there are some little things I wish I had right now like a new phone-mine sucks ass..and some winter clothers..and just being at a comftarable balance in my account.
Also with school..its that other feeling of this isn't getting anywhere..it's like a week where you are stuck on a wednesday...you can't really start something, and its not quite friday yet. I'm in the part of school where the end doesn't look so near, but i already have two years out of the way..just hopefully if i talk to my advisor..i can get out of there on time.
So I am stressed...but I just needed to be reminded that everything is going to work out...
I have good things..and there are more things I want right now..but things will pay off in soon enough time...and hehe Eric said the little things i want such as clothes and a phone...that he will make sure somehow i get taken care of for christmas :) yay i like looking foward to christmas...so i need to remind myself what i can look foward to, and of course the cool things i already have...god...sometimes my mind just doesn't stop there is just need..need...wants...no matter how good i have it..and worry... even though things will be fine...
|
|
|
[31 Oct 2006|11:42pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 restless |
] |
ughh stressed
too many tests...too much hw....u of a crap....no money....gaining weight..tired all the time... no motivation
i know i was always stressed other semesters with school...and this one is not my most difficult semester.. i just feel drained... i've gotten all a's all semesters but the last one..i think i'm in a slump or burning out...for right now... i know i will make a comeback.. i really need to get a's and b's because c's are unaccpetable. i think in psy 132 i'm standing at an a, stu i should get an a, spanish and abnormal psy..i honestly have no idea and that worries me. will have to talk to the teachers after the next tests to see how i stand.
why am i like this?? why can't i just sit and do the work, and study, and find some time to excersize. i also want to apply at tmc but i would like erics mom to help me with the resume since she works there and would know what they are looking for but she will be gone for a week..so i hope the position won't be filled by then...but if it is i'm sure if i wait something else will come up... i just am now realizing how important it is to get a job there..it will definitley help me get into radiology quicker. Well I will make a short study guide hopefully then go to bed.
honestly it would be lying to say this semester is harder then others...my hardest semester was the last one...just because it was high level bio and my last math, both subjects which required a lot out of me and i didn't do too bad..and i was only taking 3 classes..so i don't know what it is. winter break will be nice and starting at the u of a will hopefully motivate me since it will be subjects for my major..but then again it's shitty classes like research methods and statistics in psy! EW. But just the feel there..makes me belive i will be motivated..i hope so...
i just have absolutley no money. i need winter clothes. i need to save for moving out/wedding. i want to save for a stationary bike so i will excersize without having to go to the shitty gym. And it just is very hard to do that right now. I'm still not recovering my bank account because of stupid car shit, and needing a new computer moniter. I need money already!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH i'm going nuts.
|
|
|
[27 Sep 2006|12:33am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
awake |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
i love death cab for cutie |
] |
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
|
|
| mess |
[20 Sep 2006|02:11pm] |
my room is a mess. and mosquitos are eating me alive...i want to kill them, but i am afraid of killing bugs cos i hate their nasty guts. then i saw a huge roach sized cricket yesterday, with as ocd with chemicals and cleaning and spraying as my mom is i never see bugs..but its our stupid water heater problem brought them in, it was leaking into my moms room and had to be replaced, AHH. anyway two test coming up, and i am so behind on reading, especially for abnormal- will work on it though. i have the weekend. i may not be able to get on the base..and go to..my job..cos i can't find my registration and they don't like my base sticker because it is "faded" but i can't get a new sticker without showing them my id and registration..well my dad would be the only one to send me a new copy of my FLORIDA registration and he happens to be in GERMANY. great. yeah. so hopefully i can just sneak myself into the base for awhile.
ehhh
my house is pretty much complete, i haven't seen the complete version because they won't let you walk in without an appt, because of the carpet they don't want ruined before you move in. kent will be living in there soon..i wish i could, but this is the next best thing. just a year and a half and i will be in my new home, with eric as my husband :). i love the house, i hope kent keeps it just like new by the time i get to be in it. yay...
anyway gotta start cleaning my room or homework..
|
|
|
[15 Sep 2006|11:59am] |
|
 This is from the disneyland trip me and eric took in march really quickly, it was on the same camera as my trip from august! *my hair was brown*
 August trip, us in our hotel room
 Peter pan ride. I was proposed to inside the ride, where it is all starry!
 the beach
we took a lot more pictures but disposables sucks. should have used the digi cam more, but the batteries died after maybe 20 minutes of use!
Anyway gotta go to work in about an hour.
Trying to figure out U of A stuff, I'm not too happy with the transition, but I need to do this while I wait for Rad Tech, maybe I will like it a lot, I like the atmosphere, I am just worried about the 200 people sized classes, and the terrible parking. Haha It will be okay!
Erics brother Andre is going to take engagement pictures for us...I'm excited, I bought a cute cream colored lacy dress to wear. I am fatter than ever though, but I kind of don't care, maybe the camera can work its magic..I doubt I can lose any weight in like a week, especially when I'm not trying haha.
<3
|
|
| celeb look alikes |
[05 Sep 2006|06:32pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 amused |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
the red jumpsuit apparatus- face down |
] |
*ha, i have been told thora birch and michelle branch (i don't think michelle branch is pretty though : / ). The rest are new to me! Lucille Ball? uh okay. I have been told I look like Lana from smallville (i should probably look her up cos i don't remember who she is), christina ricci, and mandy moore (hmm?). Hehe.
|
|
| *crazy* |
[31 Jul 2006|08:06pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
a little freaked but excited! |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
buck cherry- crazy bitch |
] |
Me and Eric just bought an amazing house! His dad called us yesterday morning and said he had a good deal for us...we looked at the houses..and he asked if we wanted it. We had to sign that day in order to get the incentives...so we did. The house is absolutley gorgeous..well it isn't even done being built..but I can see how it will look when the tile and carpet is added. We chose out colors today. His dad is giving us the comission he is making on the house to help us with the payments that if we use most of our money we should be able to pay the house and use his money for a year or two years. The only thing is...If we lived in the house right now...money would be so tight. So today I told Eric...we should just pay the house payment, because before we were thinking we will need to pay utilities, groceries, cable (land line phone, cable modem) etc..and it would be very hard. So we are not going to live there. We are going to save for a fridge, and the house payments..then when we have enough extra money we will move in there.
I'm hoping we can move in after we are married, that would be wonderful. It is seriously my dream home, Eric's parents were saying, hey if you decide it is too hard to afford, which it is, but we are going to make it work, it is the perfect place for us. But they say, if we don't want to do it anymore, we sell it and we are going to make a lot of money from it. The house is worth 320,000. Cristy's friend just bought one for that price. Since they were trying to get rid of the last few houses and move on to more subdivisions..we got the house for 230,000! Which we can barely afford, but Eric's dad is going to give us commission. And now I need to really retake reading and apply for rad tech. Cos I need that full time job..making 20 an hour to make this work, in fact it would be easy if we could have bought this home a couple years from now, but the deal was too good to pass up, so we are going to have to just really try to make it work. I can't wait when we are ready to live in it, but for now it will just be there waiting for us..while we pay on it..but we still save money by not having to live in it yet, which will hopefully tide us over longer until we can afford it all better! I think it was a good decision, I want to do all I can to have this home, it is perfect for us and even to raise a family in later, we will never have to move, we can be there all our lives. So I am very happy yet nervous on how we are going to do it. But Eric said, his dad is his employer..and he would not have done this for us if he thought it couldn't be done.
|
|
|
[23 Jul 2006|09:47pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 nerdy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
angels & airwaves- the adventure final |
] |
Here's the RULES:
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you. (I just left them as they were.)
3. Bold the ones that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a cut.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
IN GENERAL..MOST TIMES..like I'm ambitious..but do not always act on those ambitions hehe.
Your turn.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
loved
this is the only pic from my digital of cali...well i took some of ducks..but maybe for another post hehe..i had to use my disposable most of the time because my digital kills batteries after one use...lame. 